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Thursday, 11 December 2025

Poet of the Month 107: LAURA KASISCHKE

 

 

LAURA KASISCHKE

c 2017 

 

 

 

 

 

WHAT I LEARNED IN NINTH GRADE

 

 

 

Always, it's early winter, and you can

  always

see through the venetian blinds

that you are floating, and lost

in a classroom made of mist.  And

  that

 

the false flattery of certain groups of

  girls

is a feast of pure sugar that you must

  eat

with your eyes closed while you

swallow down its spoonfuls

along with your flatterers' smiles.

 

And you'll do it. Tropism =

 

a natural inclination. The roots

grow down. The bird flies up. In some

future my husband will run toward

  the accident

to see whether we can help, while I'll

  stand

frozen on the sidewalk

covering my eyes with my hands.

 

But that was just Biology.

And Mrs Anders liked me. Elsewhere

 

there's a number

that is not the phone number of a 

  friend, but

which I'm told I have to memorize,

  for

 

without this number, the whole

civilization will have to end, and I 

  might

never go on to tenth grade,

  remaining

forever in ninth.

 

God, how hard Mr Nestor was trying

in his raging kindness and shiny ties

 

to teach us what it meant

to designate the ratio of the

  circumference of

a circle to its diameter, and to call it

  pi.

 

But this was Dummy Math. Some of

  us

were sleeping. Some of us were high.

Some of us were so desperate and

  confused

that we were weeping. Surely

 

he wasn't serious. We

would never flunk or die. Surely

one day a cure could be found for the

  kind

of cancer my mother had, and 

then there would no longer be

this need for math. Surely

some researcher at some place

like Harvard — a place

I've been assured

I'll never see — will

discover this eventually. And even

 

if a cure for math cannot be found,

  can

math not simply be destroyed? This

 

is the greatest country in the world.

  Why

must its children suffer under pi

  Cannot

 

a scapegoat be slaughtered on an

  altar

as in the Bible? Or an entire

civilization, as in the past? May we

 

not bomb it, invade it, steal its oil —

or set its oil wells on fire at least? To

 

my fellow soldiers (dummies, all of

  us

— ruthless, and proud of it) I

 

said, 'We will spare their children

if we can, of course, but

only if they renounce their god of

  pi...' 

 

Yes, in another year I would learn of

  love

from reading about Daisy and Jay.

  But

in ninth grade I learned about hatred:

  How

 

to raise an army in my imagination.

How to dress it in bright uniforms

with hierarchical stripes. How

to spray the peaceful valleys of my

enemies with pesticides

until it rained poisonous butterflies

  onto

their flesh from the skies. And then,

  sweet

 

Jesus, after it had already been

memorized, to be told

that 3.14159

is not quite pi.

Because pi is irrational,

and transcendent, so

pi might just go on and on.

 

Or not go on.

 

Like ninth grade, or civilization,

  which

also began

and ended in Babylon. 

 

 

 

New and Selected Poems

2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to read more poems by North American poet and novelist LAURA KASISCHKE:

 

 

 

 

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/laura-kasischke#tab-poems

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thursday, 4 December 2025

The Write Advice 225: MADELEINE STRATFORD

 

I like when authors mix different registers, not only in dialogues, but in the narrative itself: when this is well done, it shows true artistry.  I also love when different narrators are involved or when there’s an unforeseen switch of point of view.  But mainly, I like to be told a good story, one that makes me want to devour the book in one sitting… And I’m not excluding poetry, here: poems also tell stories.  But I guess with poetry, it’s not so much about wanting to read the whole book in one sitting as about wanting to read some specific poems again, and again, and again. Out loud and inside my head.

 

 

Interview [Québec Reads, date unspecified]

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to read about the work of Canadian poet, translator and academic MADELEINE STRATFORD:

 

 

https://vehiculepress.com/author-bios/madeleine-stratford/ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thursday, 27 November 2025

Think About 117: LINDSAY C GIBSON

 

People experience a breakdown when the pain of living in role-selves and healing fantasies begins to outweigh any potential benefits. Most psychological growth exposes some distressing truths about what we've been doing with our lives. Psychotherapy and the like are aids to help us become aware of truths we already know in our bones. When you're going through a breakdown, a good question to ask is what is actually breaking down. We usually think it's our self. But what's typically happening is that our struggle to deny our emotional truth is breaking down. Emotional distress is a signal that it's getting harder to remain emotionally unconscious. It means we're about to discover our true selves underneath all that story business.

 

Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents (2015)

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to visit the website of North American psychologist and author LINDSAY C GIBSON:

 

 

https://www.lindsaycgibson.com/

 

 

 

 

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Thursday, 20 November 2025

Kingdom On Earth (1941) by ANNE BROOKS

 
Cope Books print on demand edition, 2007

 
Although it was August, the night was very cold, and Harriet sat close to her new husband and kept her right hand in his pocket.  They could see the moonlight through the windows of the station wagon, but it was yellowish, distorted by the smoky isinglass which showed the prints of dogs' paws and human fingers.
    In the front seats, Harriet could see the heads of Joel's family.  The car light silhouetted them into four black knobs.  They were singing, soprano, tenor, alto and a tuneless bass.  In the darkness Harriet smiled at them tenderly.  Joel had said that she would like them, but he had forgotten the important thing, which was that they would like her.  Joel hadn't realized yet how uncertain she was, and afraid of people.  But there could be no fear where people were so friendly.  Harriet had never known that a family could be as affectionate as this and at the same time as unpossessive.  The only other warmth she had ever known had been grasping.
 
 
The Novel:  It is 1938 and shy, socially awkward Harriet has just married the handsome and confident Joel Randolf, a man who is in many ways the antithesis of her stodgy professor father — the kind of parent who, by simply being himself, ensured she had a lonely, emotionally deprived childhood.  She and Joel have just returned from their honeymoon in Mexico and are visiting the Randolf estate in South Wales, Connecticut before returning to New York City where her charming new husband will shortly resume his promising career in advertising. 
 
Harriet feels dazzled and humbled by the Randolfs — Joel's elder sister Kit and her PhD candidate husband Gray, the pretty younger sister Pris and their somewhat dim if eminently respectable mother Elaine — and the ease with which they conduct their lives and seem to take their inherited wealth and its associated privileges for granted.  
 
But, unbeknownst to Harriet and her new in-laws, this carefree lifestyle is about to come to an abrupt and permanent end.  A visit from the family lawyer, the man charged with handling their finances following the death of Joel's father, reveals that their investments are practically worthless thanks to the combination of poor decision making and the late John Randolf's long term mismanagement of the family's money.  The lawyer advises Elaine to sell the family home — which is now worth much less than her deceased husband paid for it — and re-locate to a cheap apartment in the city.  
 
Although shocked by this unexpected news, the Randolfs strive to adopt a positive attitude to their situation, telling themselves that being poor will be an adventure and not necessarily something to fear and dread.  Harriet, forced to raise herself in a cash-strapped household following the death of her mother, admires their grace and fortitude.  Joel and his family, she generously decides, are very brave people.  'They had never been used to anything but luxury; the prospect of being without it must be more frightening to them than it was to her.  She knew, even with her limited experience, that pressure of this sort can bring out all sorts of uglinesses in people.  But here were the Randolfs, not only being strong, but actually making a joke out of the whole thing.'  Soon, everything is settled between them.  They will move to the city, with Kit and Pris declaring themselves willing to look for work should the need arise.  But for now, the family decides, they'll try to retain the South Wales house, expensive though it is to run.

By September 1938 Elaine, Kit, Gray and Pris are sharing an apartment on Riverside Drive near Columbia University (where Gray is studying for his doctorate) while Joel and Harriet are installed in an apartment of their own on the outskirts of Greenwich Village.  Money remains tight but Harriet has a gift for economizing and providing the small wifely touches which mean that Joel hardly misses his former luxurious, semi-rural home.  There's even cause for cautious optimism after Joel, having breezed in late from work with liquor on his breath, takes Harriet to their favorite Italian restaurant to celebrate the news that he may be on the verge of landing a very important advertising account courtesy of an old college friend.  Do a good job with it, he confides to his delighted wife, and he'll be in line for a promotion and a raise, the implication being that they will then be in the position to start a family of their own.
 
But life is not looking quite so promising for the other members of the Randolf clan.  Kit has had no luck finding herself a job, while Pris and Elaine hardly seem to have acknowledged their changed circumstances, continuing to spend so much money that selling their beloved family estate has now become a matter of urgent financial necessity.  Joel agrees this is the only course of action open to them and jokes that he looks forward to being rich again.  Again, Harriet admires the family's fortitude, thinking it wrong that people as fine as the Randolfs should have to scrimp and save as she's been obliged by necessity to do all her life.  
 
Things begin to look up again when, a few months later, Kit invites Harriet to lunch to pass along the news that she's at last found a job as a salesgirl at Considine's department store, a place she often patronized as a customer and at which she once held a charge account.  This small success appears to have changed Kit, filling her with an undisguised ambition she formerly did not possess.  "I've changed, though, Harriet," she admits to her slightly stunned sister-in-law over cocktails.  "Just the feeling of earning my own money has changed me.  I want to be independent all the way through.  Can you understand that?"  Harriet can understand this but is nevertheless surprised to see Kit gradually change from a laconic lady of leisure into a hardnosed businesswoman, determined to capitalize on every opportunity she's offered or can negotiate for herself by ethical means or otherwise.  
 
Kit also distances herself from her family, ending the longstanding tradition of joining them each week for Sunday lunch.  Elaine is hurt by this defection, while Pris seems too preoccupied with the loss of a former beau — a Harvard man named Fulke — who once wanted to marry her to be concerned by her sister's uncharacteristically grasping behavior.  Pris jokes to Harriet that her only hope of enjoying a stable future will be to marry a rich man.  Concerned that Pris may be serious about this, Harriet raises the issue with Joel, only to learn that, on his advice, Elaine invested all the money she received from the sale of the family home in a company whose share price has plummeted, effectively bankrupting her.  With Kit now doing well enough to afford an apartment of her own, their next step is obvious — they must give up their cosy flat and move in with his mother and Pris. 
 
A pattern soon begins to emerge.  As Kit does better at her job, eventually stealing the position of the woman who mentored her with no concern for the ruthlessness of her actions, so too does Pris's situation improve when she begins to date a wealthy 'scientific' farmer named Kenneth Tryson.  Tryson is a pretentious boor but his money makes him an acceptable suitor, particularly in the eyes of the perpetually bewildered Elaine, even though Harriet is fully aware that Pris is far from being genuinely attracted to the man.  
 
Harriet, however, has her own problems to contend with.  She notices that Joel has begun to drink much more than usual, unaware that he's doing so because he's lost the big account he was given and been put on notice by his boss to either shape up or be fired.  He stumbles in drunk one afternoon when he should be out visiting a client, full of remorse and self-pity and behaving as though he wants to be scolded for having failed to provide for her.  But Harriet can't bring herself to scold him.  She pities him and takes his side, insisting he can turn things around if only he'll regain a little of his former confidence and make a concerted effort to apply himself.  
 
But Joel's almost too frank confession of inadequacy also disturbs Harriet, prompting her to take the unprecedented step of enrolling in a typing course in case her husband does get fired and she needs to find paid work in a hurry.  'Probably every man was as full of doubts and uncertainties as Joel,' she loyally reminds herself while practicing at her typewriter one night.  'It wasn't fair to expect to lean entirely on him, she must be able to give him support too.  But in spite of all her arguments, she knew that she had been happier the old way.  There had been something exciting and poetic about their marriage then… The trouble was that she hated to lose that sensation now.  It was wrong and unintelligent of her, but she hated to see it go.'
 
Yet go it does despite her growing list of anxieties and regrets.  As his sisters appear to pull their lives together — with Kit becoming ever more ruthless and ever more ashamed of her floundering relatives while Pris secures her future by paying a clandestine late night visit to Kenneth Tryson's bed — the formerly sparkling Joel comes to feel burdened by his responsibilities and resentful of his wife's desire to acquire some basic secretarial skills.  They argue about this on their way home from a concert neither of them has enjoyed, only to forgive each other and make love as soon as they get home.  Although they agree to forget all the hurtful things that were said in the heat of anger, Harriet is aware that something is still bothering Joel who, when pressed by her to come clean about his feelings, admits that he lost his job the week before but has been too afraid to say so.  
 
With no other option available to them, Harriet finds a job as a secretary to a 'difficult' writer named McIlvaine.   "He's sort of a literary hack," the woman at the secretarial agency informs her.  "He's an odd sort of duck, it's hard to get on with him."  Harriet, however, finds McIlvaine a remarkably easy man to work for.  Impressed by her talent for editing and organization, he comes to rely on her more and more, even listening to Harriet's suggestions for improving the articles he churns out with such impressive if monotonous regularity.  So useful do her suggestions prove that Harriet herself is soon offered a job, with McIlvaine's full knowledge and consent, by his editor.
 
In the meantime Pris announces that she and the lumpish Mr Tryson are going to be married, shocking Harriet, when they meet by chance on the street, with the news that she's pregnant and that their civil wedding ceremony will be taking place that same evening.  The family are briefly reunited for this event and a few days later, at Kit's invitation, Harriet visits her in the apartment she's now in the process of leaving.  Kit confides that she's recently argued with Joel because he expected her to find him a new job in the advertising department at Considine's, stating bluntly that she has no intention of jeopardizing her position by doing that and can't understand how Harriet can bear to remain married to such a feckless weakling.  When Harriet suggests that Kit doesn't really mean to criticize her brother, Kit responds with a smile and asks if Harriet realizes why all the Randolfs have always been so fond of her.  "Because you always think the best of us," she explains.  "We're a bunch of bums, really, but you couldn't be persuaded of it, could you?"  Harriet denies this and asks Kit where her husband is, only to be informed that she and Gray are now in the process of filing for divorce.  Again, Harriet is taken aback by this news, only to be told that Kit feels Gray is too spineless for her to remain married to him.  "I didn't know how things like this can work on people.  I didn't realize that every little word would have to be watched, that I would be stepping on Gray's toes continually.  I can't go on living that way, Harriet, it's too damned much of a strain."
 
These words, upsetting though they are, cannot help but strike a chord in Harriet regarding her own floundering marriage.  Things come to a head during another Sunday gathering, with Kit on hand to stir up old resentments while she and Joel criticize the absent Pris for having duped Tryson into marrying her while Elaine, confused as ever, fumbles to defend the actions of her youngest daughter.  This is too much for Harriet, who begins to feel ill and flees to the roof to escape not only her squabbling in-laws but also the oppressive summer heat.  'I am tired of them, she thought.  Elaine, who's so foolish; Kit with her thoughtlessness, striving so hard to imitate a type of success that only that kind of intelligence would tell her is desirable.  And Pris.  Pris had wanted more than the rest of the world and she had gotten it even if she had to cheat the rest of the world by breaking their rules… They had lost consecutiveness, she hadn't the strength to organize them.  She missed Gray, he had been on her side, Gray would have helped her now, he had already faced these things.'  Joel appears and leads Harriet back downstairs, his attempts to comfort and console her not only unwanted but suddenly intolerable.  The family are equally solicitous of her, telling her to lie down and rest, something she's more than happy to do if only to keep her distance from them.  When she awakens again several hours later Pris and her husband are there, discussing their impending move to the country and Pris's now obvious pregnancy.  Only when she and Pris are alone, discussing the latter's morning sickness, does Harriet connect how ill she felt earlier that afternoon with the fact that she too must be pregnant.
 
The story concludes as it began, with Harriet visiting Joel's family in the country.  But this time it's Pris and Kenneth's home that she and Joel and Kit are visiting — a household that has now expanded to include Elaine, who will be staying on, they're told, to help care for her new grandchild.  Harriet, formerly so dazzled by the Randolfs, now feels suffocated by them and plans to tell Joel, after informing him that he's about to become a father, that she plans to leave him.  Her desire to part from him becomes even stronger after Joel rejects a new job Kenneth has gone out of his way to arrange for him with the brokerage firm he uses.  Joel is grateful but adamant that the job will not suit him, that he'll be destined to fail at it just as he failed as an advertising salesman.  But his attitude changes when he learns that Harriet is expecting.  Suddenly, there's a hint of the old, confident Joel, the man Harriet once loved so passionately, the charming stranger who has been absent from her life for so long.  He agrees to accept the job and starts babbling about his son going to college some day, leaving the deeply conflicted Harriet with an extremely difficult choice to make.  
 
 
 
 
The Writer:  Anne Brooks was twenty-five when her debut novel Kingdom On Earth was published in 1941.  It was praised by the critics and was followed in 1942 by Hang My Heart, a second novel that was greeted even more enthusiastically and saw her touted as a writer from whom great things might be expected in the future.
 
Sadly, this was not to be the case.  According to Brad Bigelow, whose post on his excellent 'forgotten literature' website Neglected Books was what first drew me to read Brooks's work, she subsequently disappeared from public view and never published a third novel.  Nor is her fate an uncommon one.  Many writers, promising and otherwise, stop writing due to discouragement, illness or that pernicious condition known as 'writer's block.'  It's a great pity that someone as gifted as Brooks gave up writing fiction.  As should hopefully be clear from this review, she was a writer of exceptional talent with an eye for telling personal and atmospheric detail that was nothing short of extraordinary.  Unfortunately, there's not a single photograph of her or either of her novels — both of which are long out of print — available to view online.
 
 
 
 
Use the link below to download a free legal copy of Kingdom On Earth, published by William Morrow and Company in 1941, from the Internet Archive.  (I recommended downloading the PDF version which, despite missing two pages, is the most readable version available.)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Several online publishers, including Cope Books, have offered both Kingdom On Earth and Hang My Heart as print-on-demand books in previous years but neither title now appears to be available.
 
 
 
 
Special thanks to BRAD BIGELOW for alerting me to the work of ANNE BROOKS and to that of so many other wonderful 'forgotten writers' via his unfailingly informative Neglected Books website:
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, 13 November 2025

Poet of the Month 106: EZRA POUND

 

 
EZRA POUND
1885 – 1972 


 

 

 

 

THE TEA SHOP

 

 

The girl in the tea shop

      Is not so beautiful as she was,

The August has worn against her.

She does not get up the stairs so eagerly;

Yes, she also will turn middle-aged,

And the glow of youth that she spread about us

      As she brought us our muffins

Will be spread about us no longer.

      She also will turn middle-aged.

 

 

 

collected in 

Lustra 

(1916) 

 

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to read more poems by North American poet, translator and critic EZRA POUND:

 

 

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/ezra-pound

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thursday, 6 November 2025

The Write Advice 224: CRAIG B BARKACS

 

Far more than a source of entertainment, fiction immerses readers in narratives that sharpen empathy, heighten self-awareness, and bolster adaptability. By stepping into the lives of richly drawn characters, readers not only enrich their minds but also develop the social, emotional, and cognitive skills essential for succeeding in today’s complex professional landscape…Engaging with a fictional narrative offers an unparalleled opportunity to inhabit the minds of others. Fiction provides a safe space to analyze interpersonal dynamics without personal risk, fostering emotional awareness in an unpressured environment. Through the lens of diverse characters, readers experience triumphs, failures, and complexities that enhance their capacity for empathy. The emotional resonance with characters, be it a hero’s victory or a villain’s descent, deepens the reader’s understanding of varied human experiences…Stories allow readers to confront their desires, fears, and aspirations through the experiences of fictional characters, often revealing truths about their own lives. For instance, a story featuring a character overcoming mental health challenges can inspire readers to acknowledge and address their own struggles. Fiction creates a transformative and non-threatening space for deeper self-understanding.

 

'Ignite the Transformative Power of Reading Fiction' [Psychology Today, 6 March 2025]

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to read the full article by North American psychologist CRAIG B BARKACS:

 

 

https://www.psychologytoday.com/au/blog/power-and-influence/202503/ignite-the-transformative-power-of-reading-fiction 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thursday, 30 October 2025

Think About It 116: AMANDA MARCOTTE

 

The [COVID-19] pandemic didn't convert people to the right, so much as it revealed the reactionary and even fascistic leaning of so many people who insisted they offer 'natural' alternatives to 'medicalized' health care…much of the anti-vaccine rhetoric was centered on the notion that 'fit' people don't 'need' vaccines, because their exercise and diet routines were medicine enough. This built on years, even decades of 'wellness' rhetoric that is openly hostile to the idea that health is a communal concern, instead framing good health as a status symbol signaling one's superiority to the hoi polloi…a lot of self-proclaimed advocates of 'wellness' saw health as strictly an individual concern, often to the point of employing genocidal rhetoric implying the pandemic was cleansing the human race of the less worthy. Despite surface rhetoric decrying 'Big Pharma,' the alt-medicine industry is, if anything, a bigger fan of predatory capitalism. The whole world is awash in scammy supplements and overpriced, ineffective diet plans, none of which is subject to the regulation or research requirements that hem in, however imperfectly, the pharmaceutical industry.

 

'RFK Jr's tour with Jordan Peterson: ' "Make America Healthy Again" shows why "alt medicine" went MAGA ' [Salon, 26 September 2024]

 

 

 

 

Use the link below to read the full article by US journalist AMANDA MARCOTTE: 

 

 

https://www.salon.com/2024/09/26/rfk-jrs-tour-with-jordan-peterson-make-america-healthy-again-shows-why-alt-medicine-went-maga/

 

 

 

 

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